In Three Days, Three Years
January 23 will mark the third birthday of this blog.
Happy Birthday, Flip!
I haven't read any of your old posts for a very long time. But if I remember correctly, when you first started this blog you had one overriding desire...to "right-size" the (in your eyes) major problematic circumstance of your life - that of being a not-entirely-straight man married to a woman. How's that going?
Hey, glad you asked. Today, as so often happens, I heard just what I needed to hear in an AA meeting. I heard that because of the gift I have been given through AA, my pain is now optional.
Truth. Like a dash of cold water to the face. Today I have a choice. I can surrender my will and my life to a Higher Power (a higher power I don't have to be able to understand or explain, by the way) and I can find serenity. Or I can hang on to my will (it's MY life, dammit!!!) and be on my own - subject to both fleeting pleasures and a pain that, in 50+ years, I have found no way to relieve other than by surrendering my life and my will to a Higher Power.
It's going very well, thank you.
Love and hugs to anyone who might read this.
F
4 comments:
Love and hugs to you too, Flip.
"It's going very well."
You really can't ask for anything better than that!
Hey Flip, I haven't been by in a long time. Glad to see that you are still here and many congratulations on three years. I'm glad that life is going well. Stop by if you get a chance.
I never realized that our blogs started so close together. I am strangely comforted by our parallel journeys and the fact that life seems to have the same lesson for both of us: it is a damn complicated thing.
Be well Flip
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